trigger warning: anti gay slurs in English and Spanish.
Today I am supposed to be moving from my wonderful apartment/condo in downtown San Diego to a nice lil’ studio in Chula Vista. Read past blogs and you will understand why, its not fair and its not my choice. Perhaps not seeing the ocean and hearing the booming bass from low-riders 25 hours a day will do wonders for my mental health (need a font for sarcasm, really, really bad).
I am disabled. As much as I want to work and be productive, I just can’t. I have destroyed knees, bad hips and my ankles feel like they are toothpicks held together by rubber bands. So with all that I should be high up on the joint replacement list but fat shaming doctors refuse to interpret x-rays and MRIs correctly and don’t think I need to have my joints replaced. Wow, that got me off an aside…anyways:
So I can’t work. So if I can’t work I can’t move my stuff. And to be totally honest, since I’m being forced to move, I don’t fucking WANT to move my stuff. So being the wonderful mother that she is, Mother dipped into her own secret checking account and is paying a moving company to do the work for me. Unbeknownst to Admiral Asshole (my father) or course.
Well these fucking pieces of shit have already managed to fall behind schedule, get in my way, and be generally rude shitty assholes all day. I now have my Iphone capturing both video and audio because when the first got here, I swear I heard the smaller one say “El gordo pendejo es un maricon” (tw here: “the fat idiot is a faggot”). Thank god for the iphone6 and its 64G of memory because I would love to get these idiots and their company in a lawsuit for hate crimes. And thank god I paid cursory attention to the names the Chicano homeboys used to call me during my delightful public school experience.
So far nothing is broken that I know of, but there is no way they are finishing this today so it looks like I’m begging Mother for the money to sleep in a hotel as my Tempurpedic is already on the truck.
So welcome to my own personal hell.